You were right about me. I just didnt give a damn about life, and I was going to let talent go to waste. I think you'd be glad to know that I have changed so much in such little time.

I'm learning how to drive... I can turn corners now.....i just have to work on stopping and backing up. and a few other things.

I've given up on chasing the source of my pain. I still feel pain when I am around him, but I'm currently looking at possible new jobs, and he's decided to quit too...

I researched colleges today. I'm going to take buisness classes on the spring, either at Tomball, or the Texas School of Buisness.

I also decided to quit drinking. It was fun while it lasted, but I do not want to turn into my father.

I think about you all the time, and I'm filled with an angry type of sadness. Anger more at myself than anyone. I don't know how I let myself get where I am now; it's not what I wanted my life to be like at all. You were the only one to see it.. and if what happened is what it took for me to realize it, Thank you